The Plains Of Abraham
come
sarah take my hand and let your song
ease
for a moment from my mind the ache
for
hagar and ishmael who dwell heavily
upon
the thoughts of this fading man
your
voice is still like honey to my ears
after
all the years where you have grown into my face
like
an identical twin exiled from my embrace
but
who still finishes my sentences with the correct words
come
sarah take my hand and let your song
bring
forth the memories of when i was young and inhabited
the
world of reckless immortality which is the grace
that
youth does not know is its true strength
each
morning i awaken to wonder why my sleep was troubled
while
i know full well that it is the vision of their faces
which
sits me bolt upright in bed at night with a sweat
that
stares long into the weary hours of the darkness
each
day i move through my steps now so familiar
i
no longer need to contemplate the chores of my days
or
the actions of those around me as we walk the paths
we
have perhaps trod once too often to pay heed to their existence
each
night returns the same and sometimes i wonder
if
even the promises i have seen fulfilled are enough to justify a belief
there
is a reason for me to continue onto a tomorrow
where
i am distracted by the lack of dreams that remain within my grasp
(beside
my bed lays the knife whose gleam holds the memories
of
that fateful day where i made the choice and one lived
while
the other was exiled to the desert of my affections
for
i stayed with you though i still wonder what became of her
the
blade placed against my wrist tastes cool to the skin
and
tempts me with a sleep where i know conscience would not wake me
but
i return it to the stand for the desire to live has not yet left my breath
because
in the end sometimes legends are not heroes enough
to
know when it is time to walk away)
come sarah take my hand
and let your song
ease for a moment from my
mind the longings
for you who are a part of
the little that remains
from my days of glory because
i know in my heart
you are more kind than i
ever deserved to find
kiss me once again like
it is the first time
and we have never walked
before down this road
along the plains of abraham